Well we're back in the same house. There's still affection but pretty sure she's not THAT attracted to me. Seeing pumped up men makes me feel like she's looking at them thinking I'm inadequate.
I am happy with how I am, how I look, so it makes me feel like she isn't the one, or that I could be happier with someone else.
The sex needs a lot of effort, which makes it stressful. She likes to watch porn while we do it. Ahh the missing attraction. How could that ever be fixed.
Where do I see our relationship in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years! No idea.
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